I'm wondering
what you'd find
if you came by -
would you be
too surprised?
I wonder if my questions
would bother you
or if you'd have the answers
or if you'd try to answer,
even if you didn't know
I wonder after we talked for awhile,
just a little while
over a cup of coffee
or whatever you'd like,
what would you think
about the things I say?
I wonder if you would be patient
and love me anyway
not for what I used to be
or what you wish that I still was
but for this in-transition me,
the one who doesn't know
who I will be later
And I wonder if you will like
the later me
I want to keep all that we've shared -
you are so important;
if you came by, I would tell you that
and that I cannot stop
what I could not keep from starting.
Come by today
or tomorrow
Come next week
I will still be here
and I will need you
and treasure you
and hope that after our visit
you will come back again
Saturday, May 2, 2009
The Music
Driving in
and the music
it helps
it helps a little
I'm rising and falling
on violin swells
like ocean breakers -
rising
and my heart rises -
falling;
the violin sings
Soothing -
I hear the deep-voiced horns
and the brassier ones
they blend
with piano, flutes, drum . . .
Sounds that I could never make
Sounds I want to hear
The music rises up around me,
protecting.
A voice -
with song, but no words.
There don't have to be words.
I have only feelings now anyway,
as I listen
The music washes over me,
And I'm caught up.
not here - I am with the music
It covers over,
heaing the wounded places.
Driving in -
that line of headlights
that lump in my stomach
that knowledge of things a mile ahead . . .
The music helps
just a little
for now.
and the music
it helps
it helps a little
I'm rising and falling
on violin swells
like ocean breakers -
rising
and my heart rises -
falling;
the violin sings
Soothing -
I hear the deep-voiced horns
and the brassier ones
they blend
with piano, flutes, drum . . .
Sounds that I could never make
Sounds I want to hear
The music rises up around me,
protecting.
A voice -
with song, but no words.
There don't have to be words.
I have only feelings now anyway,
as I listen
The music washes over me,
And I'm caught up.
not here - I am with the music
It covers over,
heaing the wounded places.
Driving in -
that line of headlights
that lump in my stomach
that knowledge of things a mile ahead . . .
The music helps
just a little
for now.
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